Grief hit me like a ton of bricks this morning so here we are💔My actual letter: Dear grandma, You know how hard it is for me to write this right now. I miss you so much. You had a beautiful 92 years of life and I’m so sad that you’re gone. I have so many things to thank you for. I write this letter because over the past couple years I feel like I’ve missed so much of time with you that I can’t get back all over resentment towards my father. Ever since my grandmother health started declined, I’ve been by her side in the nursing home, always going to go see her and make sure she was comfortable. God knows that we all hated those places but when she went to stay with my dad, things were just never the same. yes, I would still go see her. My resentment towards my father kept me away after awhile. I am the only girl and the baby out of all boys on my dad side and my grandmother is the only reason why we are so close or even a family on that side I should say. My grandmother has always showed each and every one of us unconditional love to the very end. If that’s one of the main things, I will miss the most is her love. I’m sorry for not coming around as much because of the grudge I had against my father because he didn’t know how to be one. I will forever cherish the times that we had together how we connected on a deeper level that no one could understand because I was the only girl and you was my girl. I was not one of those kids that wanted to be at a friend house every weekend I want to be over my grandmother’s house every weekend. Just in her presence it was so much love at her house. I always want to be with her so when she failed ill I don’t think I knew how to process it then just like I don’t know how to process her death now. Is it almost a month since her transition and this is the first day that my body has allowed me to truly process it and cry about it. The devil has been working in many ways but I will not let him win. I miss you so much, grandma you just don’t know what I would do to hear your voice or to see your face again with that beautiful smile, and hear that cute little laugh….. I just wanna say Whatever resentment you have towards someone for whatever reason, please just “Let Them” & only control what you can control. Don’t let your resentment towards someone else have you missing out on precious moments with your loved ones that truly matter cause you don’t know when it will be the last.

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